Great Life with a worthy price

I really like to get busy.. that's the point!

When i have a lot of things to do, i called it a great life. When my organizer full of list to do, i callled it a great life. When my brain keeps running, it feels great. But.. it changes my life.. first time, i thought it's just for a while.. back then, i can't stop to do something in every second of my life, just like i can't control my self anymore.

at 3 am, i'm still sitting in the front of my laptop... doing my novel.. then i grab my acoustic guitar to write song.. next? Tweaking the synth.. gosh! 5 am! It's the time for me to pray.. asking my Great Lord to protect my family, friends and my whole life..

6 am.. i'm going to bed then wake up at 8 am.. Haha, i only have 2 hours to get rest.. yes, i'm restless. I don't know what is so wrong with me.. I keep thinking, if I sleep for 6 hours, then my life becomes useless.. coz' it means I'm throwing away 4 hours of my life everyday.. man!! i don't want to lose the time..

Say that i'm crazy.. but like i said before, i really love to get busy..

Maybe.. those are the things that I should pay for a great life..

Band, Novel, Master Degree, and maybe when I'm putting my self to be an entrepreneur, i'm going to lose my break time.. Gosh, even when I know that it will happen to me, still... it feels great..

Am I too much? Huff...

PS: Satriadi, thank you for understanding my life.. You know all the reason why i keep stay awake until morning, don't you?

Comments

[Arie]

Waaaw...salut. you can do anything. you are big, because you have a big thinking..
keep going sis...I`m sure you can do it..
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